A month away from 2nd attempt!

I'm not sure how I feel about the month of May yet.

Part of me is anxious, part of me is scared. I'm anxious to try again, to hopefully be successful this time around. I'm scared because I don't want to fail again. I don't want to cry those tears again. I don't want to feel that pain again.

I'm due to go back next month for blood work and an ultrasound to see what my body has decided to do since our IVF failure in March.

If the blood work looks good and the ultrasound looks good, we'll make a go at another attempt in June. If things aren't looking so good, we'll most likely wait until late summer.

We have quite a few things on our plate right now. The IVF process is stressful enough, I don't want to add any more stress to it!

Since our failure, I've taken time to heal from the heartache. I've visited Dr. R and decided that this time I will be confident, but remind myself that things can change in a heartbeat.

I've recommended Dr. R to a couple of people. One friend of mine is using his services and raves about him. He truly is a one-of-a-kind Dr!

A couple of weeks ago my husband and I received a card and a check refunding us our transfer fee from Dr. R! I was so surprised because no where in the paperwork does it imply that a refund would be granted if a procedure isn't done.

I'm so lucky to have found him and will continue to praise his work. He's an incredible Dr!

I will update as things progress!